“You’re not going to master the rest of your life in one
day. Just relax. Master the day. Then just keep doing that every day.”
This is so needed right now.
I am struggling with not over eating.
Each day seems to be harder than the past day and it is exhausting mentally
and physically trying to stay on protocol.
I wish there was a switch to turn that part of my brain off. I know I cannot fight this on my own so today
I reached out to make an appointment with my old counselor to see if she is
still available to help me.
I dislike how weak this makes me feel. How do you explain to people that you can’t
just put food out of your mind. This was
(is) my coping mechanism for life’s stresses, for 35 years of my life… yes I
started stressing about life when I was 7…maybe even before but I don’t have
the best memory when it comes to my childhood.
BUT I can no longer feed the booboo because it hurts me too. Go for a walk they say, but while I walk my
brain obsesses on food. Take a shower
they say, but while I’m in the shower my brain obsesses on food. They only time I can shut my brain off is
watching tv or sleeping. I try to read
by my retention is horrible. I read a whole
chapter and cannot tell you what I just read so it is frustrating and makes me
not want to read plus guess what happens when I read… my brain obsesses on
food.
How can I get my mind to relax that is the question for the
day.
