I’m Happy but still scared; this is a hard emotion to always
live in as I feel the Joy that Life can be but I’m also scared all the
time. Sacred that I won’t be able to
handle life’s big challenges when they come up.
Scared that I will fail when I try because my resolve is really not
there. Scared that I will not be who I
think I can be.
I’ve started down a scary road because failure means
death. This is hard to say but I need to
say it as that is the truth. If I fail at losing weight then I will keep suffering
physically and emotionally and I don’t know how much longer I could go on with
the pain.
I’m Happy though as I now know today starts today and each day I will need to take it as it
comes and remind myself I am worthy. Worthy
of Loving myself. Worthy of the Love
that others have for me. Worthy of
showing myself and others that I do have what it takes and can succeed.
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