Today starts Today is what I keep telling myself but looking back I see how time melts into itself. Days, Weeks, Years go by and I don’t know what I was doing. Depression robs so many people of life without killing them. Everyone is different and we all live with struggles but it is so sad when depression and anxiety takes you out of life. In the blink of an eye you are 10 years past where you thought you would be. Each day you struggle just to survive to the next and you end up numb. My path has shifted and the mind is clearing a bit so I can see thru the haze but I know I will always have to fight from sinking back into the abyss that claims so many of us.